Thursday, July 17, 2008

Breaking the Rules

"Don't do something once if you are not willing to do it all the time." This was my rule from the beginning of Ella and Drew. This is exactly what I was thinking as I lay on the floor with Tyler last night at 3 AM. I have broken every rule with this kid! But, I lay there next to him in a quiet, peaceful house, happy that he stopped screaming. He was touching my face and I was actually enjoying the moment. One day soon he will be too big and too busy to look at my face and enjoy being with me.

By 4 AM all those happy thoughts were out the window as I silently cursed in my head! I had tried everything!! Go to sleep!!

This morning I noticed a new tooth. At least I can blame his crazy behavior and my exhaustion on something.

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