Friday, July 16, 2010

Going Under


Back in for another surgery this morning, not exactly where I want to be going, especially at 36 weeks pregnant.

We all know Im a control freak and that moment before the anesthesia kicks in is my least favorite. I hate the idea that Im laying there and have no idea what's going on. Add to that the dreams I have of waking up to find they have delivered my baby....aggh!

But no matter how much I hate this entire process, my poor husband has it worse. He has to watch and wait and wonder. At least Im asleep.

The kids? They love this. They can't wait to shoo me out the door so they can be with Nonnie all day long. Treats up the wazzoo...tv to their hearts content....generally breaking of all rules - woo hoo!!! Party!!

I like to tease, but really nothing is more comforting than knowing that they are happy.

2 comments:

Mike & Shauna said...

Be well, Lauren! We're sending lots of healing thoughts your way!

jan walsh said...

lAUREN, SO GLAD ALL WENT WELL. AND BABY IS STILL CURLED UP AND WAITING TO MEET ALL OF YOU SOON!!! LOVE TO NONNIE FROM JAN
LOVE ALL THE PICTURES AND NEWS. YOUR CHILDREN ARE DREAMY!! PS I WENT BY AUNT RUTH'S PLACE THIS MORNING IM ONLY 3 MILES AWAY I MUST VISIT WITH RILEY. MAYBE TODAY